Excuse me if I ramble. There are a lot of things that confuse me. Like why slower traffic never moves to the right anymore. (So Vix and Curtise, does it hold true that traffic never moves to the left anymore?!) Guess the average driver doesn’t know. Problem is, it makes congestion worse. So why isn’t there a public awareness campaign? Aha! It’s because they can ticket the frustrated drivers who speed trying to get around, generating revenue. And that’s just the tip of the iceberg of this insanity, tragically. Greed, not money, is truly the root of all evil.
So, moving on for the moment. I’m confused about really little things too, like why does my cell phone spontaneously call someone after I’ve finished a call and hung up? I keep thinking that glitches in technology will cause a nuclear holocaust. What the hell? What if my recycling really doesn’t get recycled? I also realize that I have the luxury of being “confused”. If I was truly struggling like so many humans on the planet, I’d be totally clear and focused on pure survival.
What I come back to is this. I believe that no matter what, loving-kindness is the goal, the pot of gold at the end of the imaginary rainbow. It’s what makes anything worth doing or trying. It’s contagious, just like fear, so I try to spread the love-virus.
To be a carrier, no matter what the outer appearance is. Weigh every decision, as tiny as it may be, to determine if it’s fear-based or love-based, and then choose the latter. Don’t second guess, but trust that it’s what I’m here to do. It’s still totally confusing, I’ll admit. I really don’t know if I’m coming or going. In this moment I thought I was going. Haha.
Fooled ya!!! XXOO!!
Outfit details: Guatemalan shirt-thrifted and altered, striped skirt-H&M then altered, silver earrings-thrifted, bracelets and rings-self-made, gifted, and thrifted. Amazing handmade deerskin bag-thrift score of the century.